i dunno what or why i am doing.
i feel so different.........and what to do?
once online,i will think of what happened before...can't i just forget it?
why this feeling is still in my heart?
if she still contacting him...[or whatever]...i really don wanna know...

>baby,i'm sorry cause i hung up.....<
>feel like disturbing u.....<


but god,can you pls make me forget it??
its too hard to survive like this...or maybe quitting online is the best way??.....



dream....pls lead me a way......again...
<3miss u much baby...